Sleepless nights

i have been having the worst sleep ever in the past few days.

reason being partly because of work and the freakishly fucked up weather. is it just me or has it been really fucking hot the past few nites.

anyways thank god for colleagues who leave little coffee surprises for me @ work. I buy coffee for a few of my colleagues generally on Mondays and Fridays and maybe sometimes in between. anwyays its coz i know monday and fridays and most likely wednesday everyone needs a fair amount of boost in the morning and mid afternoon.

my car got vandalised today. its not major and personally i dont really care. but it did make me unhappy for a while. well i hope the person who scratched my car dies a slow and agonizing death eg(drowning or being poisoned) then get saved by a paramedic and put on life support and while recovering in hospital , the life support system's fuse goes pop and the warning signal malfunctions and no one knows that person is dying until a nurse goes...."oh dear the breathing stopped" oh well ......NEXT !! ( stuffs body in a garbage bag and drags its to the morgue in basement 2)

but really i didnt do anything to fucking piss anyone off. if people are jealous of my car , too fucking bad. karma will kick you in the arse one day. i have a classis example, its like the guy who bullied me in primary school. he died. all true by the way. so i guess you would behave now wouldnt you.

I may be vulgar and rude to my parents but i love them very much.

Fuck yeah !

today i am happy, whooopty fucking doo.

i just got my suspension in my car changed. and its goooooooooood .....so NOS.

handling has improved and i am poorer but of course on the whole.....happier and thats all that fucking matters.

Pissed of as fucking shit !!

dont ask me why im pissed off , but i just am.

i swear give me anything right now and i will condemn it to fucking hell .

on the fucking brighter side of things I getting my car done 2moro. To be honest im gonna do what i fucking want and make myself happy.

fuck it.

Questions !

How are you feeling today?
honestly quite tired, but thank god its fucking friday
Will you get far in life?
i dont really know. hopefully .
How do your friends see you?
you would hve to ask my friends rite ?
Will you get married?
i dont know maybe one day.
What is your best friend's theme song?
i have a few best friends. hahah
What is the story of your life?
the story of my life is , fuck it ! but really ive never thought of it
What was high school like?
pretty fucked up, i hated it
How can you get ahead in life?
win toto big time hahah
What is in store for this weekend?
having a break, maybe catch up with some friends
What song describes you?
many songs. alot of offspring mostly haahaha
To describe your grandparents?
granny is alive n kicking with a new hip replacement. this shows that 50 years of booze and heavy smoking = healthy lifestyle, she just made new friends in the park behind her house.
How is your life going?
life is always good =)
What song will they play at your funeral?
My Way !! the elvis version mind you ! and i want to be buried or cremated in a 57 Chevy Bel Air or 63 Caddy Coupe de ville.
How does the world see you?
honestly i dont give a fuck wat the world thinks sometimes
Will you have a happy life?
oh hoho ! tough one. so what really is happy ? im pretty happy (mostly)
What do your friends really think of you?
i dont know ask my friends. hahah
Do people secretly lust after you?
hahahah fuck no !
What should you do with your life?
you live only once. out with a bang by 35.
Will you ever have children?
fuck no i hate kids, but i guess they are all rite sometimes. but not when they scream like fuck

here is the update

yeah ive been quite silent.....mainly coz i also have been overseas from 25th feb to 4 march it think....therefore the weeek before i left and the week after i came back have been quite busy busy.

personally i hate travelling. 8 hours to narita japan, 13 hours to dallas and finally to san antonio(i forgot where i stopped over already ), arriving in San Antonio texas...all that in economy class as well. when i came back it was even better..... 4 hours from san antonio to san francisco, 13 hours from san francisco to HK, 3 hours from HK to Singapore. not fucking including transit time which is on the average 2 -3 hours. really when i got off the plane....i was quite keen to murder the first person that pissed me off.

and lo and fucking behold that didnt take long ....knowing most singaporeans who are fucking kiasu, when they are waiting for the bloody luggage from the baggage collection area they will stick as close as they can to the conveyor belt ( carosel) or wat ever its fucking called. so technially unless u get a spot u cant really see your fucking suitcase when it comes by. i was standing like 2 meters away waiting for my suitcase and my exhibition materials when this singaporean chucked himself betweeen 2 ppl.... so technically the whole fucking place was stuffed. to be honest i dont really care coz i can still see just a tiny bit. when my stuff came by, i said "sorry, excuse me please" ....he didnt move. i was fucking sure he heard me. imagine trying to grab ur suitcase and large exhibition thing ( it was a giant tube thingy) and try to squeeze out. so i just picked my stuff and swung the suitcase off the belt of course disregarding the deaf singaporean and at the same time bouncing my suitcase off his knees. of course he gave me the Ow that hurt WTF look. i just looked at him and said...i did say excuse me just a second a go but u didnt move and shrugged.

this was a 1am on monday morning. thank god i got the fucking day off. if not there might have been a double murder at least.


anyways today the 13th wasnt that great either. ive had red eyes the past 2 days and today i went to see the doc. i was given some medicated eye drops.. dropped my car off at the servicing centre. they charged me $310 and i asked them to do a few things but nothing happened. they gave me back the air filter that was replaced. i am going to another servicing centre from now one.

Sorry I have been DEAD

aloha again !

sorry ive been so dead recently. I have been pretty tied up and not to mention i forgot my password.

will update here shortly. =)